EARGASM: DILEMMA nelly -n- kelly
MOODSWING: annoyed, excited, happy, anxious!
CONVERSATIN: myself... don't wanna talk to no one right now
so i guess the thing about the people on this planet is that they always want to be right and that they believe what they want to believe. i'm not saying i'm not like that because i catch myself doing stuff like that. but when facts and evidence or thrown in my face i don't sit there and try to deny it. i guess the difference between me and everyone around me is that i have RESPECT. i can take a person and not judge them because other people have different opinions on that person. i can take a single mind and figure it out and respect their decision. i don't take a situation and then choose a side. i look at a problem at all angles possible. i'm very open-minded. YEA I AM SIMPLE MINDED but to an extent. i may not be book smart.. but i have "street" smart [as an acquaintance said to me before] i don't need books or a college class to understand a human brain and try to figure out a person's thought. i can see right through someone. and one thing i hate most is when you know someone doesn't like you but they try to be your friend. [being cool is totally different] it's not hard to look at a person and tell if their true or two-faced. but it seems like everyone's caught up in their own emotions to realize that people are FAKE no matter what. you got the girls that hate you who gather up and hang out with each other only because they all hate you. [that'll be like the only reason girls hang out with each other] you'll notice it because you'll hang out with one of the girls and then notice that when something happens.. they start hanging out with another girl that hates you all of a sudden. they're always together.. and you can hear then talking shit when they're in front or behind you. it's EXTREMELY noticable! then there's the jealous type. people who hate you because you have what they want. it's stupid. and then they try to find out as much information on you and like try to see what all did you do with that thing the person craves. it shows how possesive people can get. [mainly girls] then there's the type that jus chill. live life day by day. those people are cool. yea. hmm. there's many more different types of people.. and i can tell you now i use to be in a lot of the categories. but right now. [in my eyes] i seem to be one to TRY to live life to it's fullest day by day. no worries.. but it seems like people around me jus don't know now to leave me and my relationship alone.

IF YOU'RE EX IS WITH ANOTHER GIRL.. LET IT GO. YOU WONT GET HIM BACK!

today. i stayed home only cuz GUS had a problem with me being over to take care of alex. oh well. i get to miss school. it's all good to me. i'm jus fine and dandy.

i'm jus downloading songs right now. alex thinks that "i fall in love with the little things" are scary. hm.. i guess. oh well. i explained it to him. what i meant by it. okay...

man oh man.. this LJ is really jus a blur to me. i think it's gonna take a longer time to figure out how to use it than i thought. i'm gonna go back and try to discover this thing out like how christopher columbus founded AMERICA.